13/11/08

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Today is one of those days. The same amount of hours pasing just one second behind the next, one moment before another just weight too much. Not on a physical sense, perhaps unconciusly driven by an unnatural force. Althought, trying to measure devilish thoughts are not a happy job, specially when is your soul on the scale.

Living stranded trough life, its not an easy task. Loners like me, are the perfect example of why everybody should be afraid of the dark. On a grammar and of course on a broader sense , everybody should be afraid of their own darkness, the one and only place where you cannot hide from yourself.

That´s where I am after two short paragraphs. Seeing life in slow motion, albeit spining around with the world, just watching parallel lives on their own bubbles only having in common the kind that all of us belong to. Tomorrow seems so distance, however, it will come, becouse our own small triffles, the ones that we stubornly we continued call problems, doesn´t really matter to The Universe. They got their own pace, we just can rely on the night and the day cycle. One of the most defiant ways to fight against our own destiny is the power of patience, we wait for the things that cannot be change. Easily confused with hope, waiting, exercise our own inner soul and strenght our weaknesess. The falsely sensation of control that we like to display in laws, timetables, verbal agreements and many other ways of trust become vacuous, surrendering to the almighty power of time.

Complexity, plays a special role. Simple are not an antonym of complex. Regardless of the english rules, the guidelines to a good written passage, helps to limit such an ordinary concept. Ordinary in what way? You may ask, dearest reader, but I will take a definition of ordinary. For the author, (the other me) Ordinary: Is in the most common meaning, a phaenomena that we probably cannot understand or explain, but we totally accept as normal, becouse of their regularity.

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